Saturday, May 26, 2012

My New Life as an Aspirante en el Cuerpo de Paz


Nica 59 - Small Business and Agriculture


 After a long day of technical training, I am happy to be home.  I made it into the house about 90 seconds before the sky started to downpour on top of me.  The strength of the rain is creating a decent breeze through the roof into my little stuffy room, helping to cool me off a bit.  I am still drenched in sweat from the heat of the day.  Running to our bathroom I have to dodge rain pellets because the back half of our house is completely open.  Surprisingly, the water is on this afternoon so instead of having to run back outside into the rain to fill up a bucket of water to flush the toilet, I can just push the handle! 

I am living in a quaint little ceramic town in the department of Masaya.  My host family is wonderful and our house is bright purple with a big covered front porch and a white fence.  Adjusting to the little differences of home life here in Nicaragua was easy, but it is so entirely different than my old life that I was living only 18 days ago.  Here, water only works a few hours a day.  At first I kept trying to ask my family what the water schedule was… ha that doesn’t exist here.  The water turns on when it wants.  And when it does, they fill up the buckets for later, wash a load of laundry, scrub some dishes etc.  So when the water is off, which is about 95% of the time, we use buckets to wash our hands, flush the toilet and take showers.  

Also, the houses here aren’t complete structures.  They are more like puzzle pieces assembled using random supplies of wood, plastic and tin roofing.  There is about a foot of space between the roof and the walls, leaving plenty of room for creatures big and small to find their way into the house.  But don’t worry, I sleep safe and sound under the safety of my green mosquito net that Peace Corps provided and insisted that we all use.  My room is one of the two most structured rooms in the house; the three others bedrooms are made using curtains, wood pieces, and plastic.    

An example of how houses are put together here

My Mosquito Net :-) 



So I am officially finished with my second week of training.  During the past two weeks I have received 5 more vaccines, a 3 month supply of malaria medicine, a mosquito net, medical kit, a diarrhea emergency kit, and a million books and manuals to read. 

Everything we need to survive


My first dose of malaria medicine... it tastes like chalk
Just the books we received at orientation 

All the books I have to read now


 
 My Spanish is improving slightly… One day at a time… 

Spanish Class


This week we received cell phone chips from PC which is Very exciting for the trainees.  Now we can communicate with each other for FREE!  Peace Corps has a great family plan in Nica so we can call anyone in the network for free: the Doctors, the staff, the headquarters and the other volunteers/trainees.  Security and communication is so important to them so providing us with a free chip is a part of the policy.  I also splurged and bought myself an internet USB for $38 USD or C$750… it is funny how rapidly your perception of what “a lot of money” is changes after only a short amount of time.  C$750 is A Ton of money here.  But, I am really happy that I can use my own computer now instead of using the virus infested, crowded computers at the town’s little internet cafe.        

Over the past two weeks, I have learned a ton about Nicaragua’s political and economic history.  Nicaragua is a beautiful country, famous for its volcanoes and lakes but it has struggled through some extremely devastating events.  These events are a large reason why Nicaragua is the 2nd poorest country in the America’s after Haiti.  Here, 70% of the population is under 30 and sadly, 45% live under $2 a day.  The average Nicaraguan has only a 4th grade education level and 23% of children are below the average height for their age due to stunting, an effect of undernourishment.   

Nicaragua has two of the largest lakes in Central America, Lake Nicaragua and Lake Managua.  Lake Managua is extremely polluted with sewage, pesticides and mercury.  From 1968 to the 1990’s a U.S. based company, Penwalt Corporation, dumped more than 90 tons of mercury into the lake.   This lake is also connected through a river to Lake Nicaragua, so basically all the water from both lakes are polluted with mercury and other horrible toxic waste. 

Lake Managua


They have suffered from 6 devastating earthquakes.    In 1931 an earthquake completely destroyed the capitol city of Managua and it had to be completely rebuilt.  In 1972 another devastating earthquake under Managua destroyed much of the city for a second time.  Since then, Managua hasn’t really been rebuilt.  There is only one tall building in the city now and that is because it is the only one that survived the 1972 earthquake, no other tall buildings have been rebuilt. 




Managua also lacks a city center because they never rebuilt one after the earthquake.  In 1998 Hurricane Mitch destroyed much of the infrastructure and killed 10,000 people. 


The United States has a long history with Nicaragua extending all the way back to 1849.  The U.S. military occupied Nicaragua from roughly 1912-1933.  After a nationalist uprising against the U.S. occupation, the U.S. Marines withdraw from the country.  The Somozo family ruled the country for 40 years with the support of the United States.  In 1979 the Sandinista’s overthrew Somozo and took power of the country.  The Contra resistance formed to fight the new Sandinista government.  The Contra’s were supported by President Reagan who organized and armed the Contra’s against the Sandinista’s.  Reagan declared a “low intensity” war against the Sandinistas.  The civil war lasts for 7 years during which rationing occurred and the people greatly suffered.  Our host families all have stories of trying to raise their children during this time with rationed food and guns going off down their streets. 


During the war the CIA placed mines in Nicaraguan harbors damaging 9 ships.  The World Court condemned the mines as a violation of international law but the U.S. ignores the decision of the World Court.  The CIA also carried out commando raids against the Sandinistas, provided extensive supply networks to the contras in an attempt to overthrow the government in the “Iran-contra scandal” and the U.S. enforced a full trade embargo on the country. 

In 1992 Peace accords are implemented.  Since then the country has been plagued with corruption as they struggle to rebuild their country.  In 2011 Daniel Ortega, the former president from 1984-1989 and 2006-2011, was reelected even though the Nicaraguan constitution forbids a president from serving two consecutive terms.  Currently, he is in the process of changing the constitution.  



Politics here are a very touchy subject because everyone directly suffered from the events of the war and have strong opinions.  As members of the Peace Corps, we have to be very careful to be culturally sensitive and apolitical when the subject comes up.  


I can already see that Nicaraguans are strong and positive people, but life here is hard and the struggle to improve economic condition is a difficult and nearly impossible road.  The majority of people support their families by running a small one person business.  People are resourceful and create businesses like selling things in the street or turning a living room into a little convenience store or buying a motor taxi.  Jobs like we know it are extremely limited and hard to access here, so people are basically forced to create businesses in the informal sector.  My family sells ice and juice out of the house which my mom makes in plastic baggies.  I think we are able to sell ice because most people in our town don’t have freezers. 


I’m excited to be here and attempt to make a small difference by educating the youth and assisting small business owners with simple improvements.  Our goal here is sustainable development by building relationships and teaching technical skills that can be taught and used long after we are gone.  These aren’t likely to be the types of improvements that will turn the family business into a large company with huge profits, but the little things like teaching accounting techniques and marketing skills can be enough to maybe make a little bit more money to feed their kids a nutritious meal or maybe even send them to college.  







Nica 59


Small Business Development 59


Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Embrace the awkwardness



It felt so great stepping off the plane into Nicaragua today.  My group and I are already forming a great bond.  It’s hard not too when you realize that we will be our main support system for the next two years of our lives.  We are in this together and I think that creates instant closeness and unity.  I am really excited to be here and proud to be a part of this organization.  



We have four current volunteers spending the next few days with us to answer any questions that we have.  They have been giving us great advice all day.  The best take away from a long day, “embrace the awkwardness” and “get used to being uncomfortable”.  Apparently, for at least the next few months of my life, everything is going to be awkward and uncomfortable.  And according to them, this will become normal.  So the goal is to just embrace it and accept that it’s inevitable.  So I am determined to just make light of the moments where I completely fail at communicating, get extremely sick, get stung by strange bugs, having little to no personal space, or get frustrated because I am trying to be a professional while speaking like a 3rd grader.    




After a long and informative day, I am exhausted and finally get to check into our ‘fancy hotel’.  There seems to be a little ant problem in here, and by little I mean a big problem.  I’ve already been stung on my arm by something that felt like a needle while I was lying on my bed!  While I've been typing this entry, two more bugs crawled across my computer screen.  Dah!  Bugs, uncomfortable... Adjusting.  Cold shower... adjusting.  I feel like the ‘problems’ I will be complaining about for the first few weeks will become my new normal in no time.  I’m sure I’ll look back in a few months and think ha, were you really complaining about an ant bite and a cold shower?

To top off this eventful day, my sister’s water broke tonight!  Of course, this sent a wave of emotions through me and made me miss home already.  I am so excited, wishing I was there, sad to be missing this milestone.  Sweet baby Jack, you just had to start your entrance into the world 48 hours after I moved out of the country!  Now I already miss my family and this little beautiful boy that I won’t be able to meet until he is at least 6 months old.  I know this experience isn’t supposed to be easy.  It’s supposed to challenge us.  I guess it’s good to learn this reality on the first day.  I am going to miss important events and my family and get sad sometimes.  But my beautiful sister, brother in law, mom and Becca all squeezed their faces onto the screen while we skyped and completely made my night.  It was wonderful and I felt like I was there with them to experience this exciting time.   




Good luck tonight big sister, I can’t wait to see your sweet baby boy’s face!      

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Here we go...

I did it.  I managed to fit my whole life into a rolly duffle bag, a small suitcase, and a backpack.  It was surprisingly easier than I anticipated!  I even fit my rain boots!  The past 31 days did go by fast.  So fast.  After two years of applications, essays, paperwork, blood work, dental exams, dental xray's, eye exams, vaccines, chest xrays, background checks, in person interviews, finger prints, over the phone interviews, personal statements, more xray's and more paperwork, I am finally waiting at the gate eating an everything bagel and drinking a black iced coffee having absolutely no idea what the next two years hold for me.  This is the feeling I've always been drawn to, what I've always loved, that feeling of not knowing what's next.  That feeling of excitement and anticipation and just jumping in without expectations.  But this time, it was a completely different experience than backpacking or studying abroad.  I've had moments over the past 31 days where I completely freaked out.  Sitting with a ginormous knot in my stomach asking myself what the heck am I doing!?  Joining the Peace Corps was always this dream, this distant goal that I wanted to achieve, and surprisingly to me, when it became reality I became completely terrified.  I've gone from pure excitement to absolute fear and basically every emotion in between.  I didn't expect to have such a roller coaster of feelings but now as I sit here in the airport I am completely relaxed and ready to go.  I have no idea what the next 27 months will bring but I believe I am as ready as I will ever be!

The schedule:
Fly to D.C. today to meet with 30 other Pre-Service Trainees (PST) who are either in the small business advising program with me or in the agriculture program.  We will be meeting for a quick run down before we travel to Nicaragua as a group in the morning.  We arrive in Nicaragua at 11:30 am May 9th.  May 9th - 12th we will be in a hotel in Managua (with internet and hot water!) for orientation, more shots, language interviews and training placement.  On Saturday afternoon we will be split up into groups of 3-4 PST.  The 4 of us with similar language skills will live in the same community with different host families.  Starting on Monday morning my group and I will meet with a language teacher for 6 hours a day to study Spanish.  We will also have culture and technical training.  From what I've heard, training is tough work with long hours.    This is what we will be doing for 11 weeks.  If all goes well, Nica 59 (my training group) will be sworn in as Peace Corps Volunteers (PCV) on July 27th, 2012 and sent to our sites where we will live and work for the next two years.  

  Hasta Luego!